Please don't. After a bittersweet part time job in retail, I have survived and back to my normal self. There is a not so distant sound of a much possible full time job in my horizon, and I am praying that it works. I'm going to interviews this next week, so wish me luck! For the past year and a half I tried to put together a photography business that didn't go as I had hoped for, although I have to say that I have grown tremendously as a photographer and as a person. Just the simple fact of trying something so completely new to me has given me a new perspective in life and myself. So, it was worth all the effort. My passion for photography is still strong and present. It is my constant and I hold on to it.